Crazy !

it's been a long time since i write something... it feel's kind of strange , but stil okey . i actully doesn't have annything to say .. yeah I LOVE MY FAMILY, SWEDISH AND MALAYSIAN ! okey , bye LOVE

back on track?

well .. you see thats kind of the question.. :)

Sayonara! Loui

byebye

BLOGBREAK , (I'll bee back?)

peace out! Loui

Birthday and Love

heey .. the secound of april on the good friday I had my 18th birthday.. with laughs and great food and company.. I got a laptop, a camera and 9000kr (4500rm) and i'm soooo happy..
yesterday i spent my day with Paul , we had the best day together, hollding hand and huging .. he's mine and nothing can tack him away from me .. kiss and hugs! Loui

Missing you .

Since you've been away everything don't seem like they used to be between you and me

'Cause I'm mising you, I missing your love .

LOVE IS SOOO IN THE AIR

Loves me Loves me not? thats the big question .. he's the only one in my heart right now ! ... Loui

Missing Malaysia

Malaysia is somthing I always think about.. I miss everything about it.. all my friends and family down there.. all the great food, the delicious fruits and the sun.. Miss it so much ! Loui

Loui hearts Paul ..

Paul isn't my boyfriend, but he's a very very close friend, i'm spending a lot of time to talk with and text with him. He always put a smile on my lips and he always makes me feel good. yesterday we talked in three hours, about everything. about everything we think about abd how we feel.. and then he tould me that he really like me and that he cares about me alot.. those words is very importent for me cause i really like him back . he got a very speciall place in my heart, a place I can't describe. All my love to him! Loui .

Family love

The time is now 22.06 . i've been spending my evening with my mum, dad, bonusaunt and her family.. we have watched tv and eaten great food. My sisters haven't been home , aileen were at her friend home and Alli were at the movie with her friend and she watched Avatar 3D. she thougt it was really good , same as me . Maggie, Niklas and Rajang are going to sleep here tonight. it's going to be fun , hihii ..

this weekend I HAVE to start write on my orchid essay. i have to hand it in on wednesday and i haven't really start on it jet.. so I starting to get stressed and i have a littlebit of panic .. but i guess i'm going to be okey ..

right now i'm quite sad .. It's not that i wanna cry but i just feel a littlebit sad.. I had a little fight with my closest guy friend.. we haven' talked in like two days now , and we use to like solve or problems and talked about it but we havn't done that yet and it feels no good.

I'm going to bed now.. I hope everything are going to get better .. Peace out ! Loui

sweetheart !

ALL LOVE TO THETTE ! YOU'RE A TRUE FRIEND !

LOVE YOU TO PIECES!

who I am

I want someone to love me

For who I am

I want someone to need me

Is that so bad?

I wanna break all the madness

but it's all I have

I want someone to love me

For who I am

-nick jonas

Love! Loui

FEBUARY 2010

I really like to have this blog, but i haven't got anything to write ..
I know it's really boring but i can't help it .. hihiii . i got to get better in this .
peace out ! Loui

MALAYSIA 2010

9/6!

our trip to malaysia starts 9th of june this year.

we're reaching Malaysia 10 of june.

It's going to be really fun and great this year.

i know that!

I'm really looking forward to go to Malaysia this year !.

Sayonara ! Loui .

Messages ..

i write to my cousin Stopira this morning .. and i got some answers back ... I miss him . i haven't talk to him for real. i sounds quite weird , cause his my cousin but it's hard when you're not juse to speak same language and everything .. but annyway we "talked" and he's really nice . after that I write to B but he just laugh at me .. so i don't know .. I been talking to Ivy .. it's our first time talking .. she's awsome .. really like her . new friend maybe ? ..

you know Kevin and Paul .. the two guys i've been talking about .. we're friends and I love them. i relly do . they're like brothers .

i'll write more later .. peace out ! Loui .

My dream .

Last night and this night i have dreamed about my friend B. I wonder why but i guess it's beacuse i miss him. both my dreams takes place in Malaysia. In kampung and in a shopping mall. I really liked the first dream. I wish it were real. hihii. and the second one was quite weird. but i liked that one to. eh.. I talked with B a couple a days ago . he is to cute to me really , i don't know what to say, he always make me feel better and he's alway so nice to me.
but anyway my dream was about me going to Malaysia and I traveled by myself and when i reached the airport B was there to pick me up and then we went to a apartment , and after that i met my cousin Stopira , he's very nice, almost to nice. heh , then we went to kampung and had a great time . and then a fwe things happened and it was really fun. loved my dream .. I hop i get to dream about him again .. hihi
but now it's time for dinner . Sayonara! Loui .

Home alone

Yeah .. I home all by my self. It's quite boring .. but i'm okey . Actually i have to do some homeworks but insted i'm sitting here watching facebook and listen to some music and doing everything els exept my homework.. hah
It's school tomorrow . i'm not looking forward to that.. I kind of tired of it. I guess you got you time to hate everything.. I don't know . But sorry .. i have to go now .. maybe eat something or maybe do my homework .. take care ! Loui .

I DON'T WANT TO ..

DO MY HOMEWORK TODAY! .. It's soooo boriing and I kind of hate it right now. I have to write about the plant louse and everything about it. The plant louse is quite disgusting. And after i've write my text i have to account it for my teatcher and class. I soooo hate it. but it's apart of my education so i just have to deal with it. And i got ten new flowers name today. that i have to learn in 2 weeks and not just their names I've to know everything about them also. i a little bit stress but i'll make it.
I'm so tired right now. it's 22.34 and i have to sleep soon cause tomorrow I got a long day.
have to continue my homework now. Take care ! Loui .

Monday To Wednesday

11-01-10
Monday .

I started school again. after four weeks and two days. I haven't done anything speciall on my holiday. i've been with some friends. I saw Avatar 3D with Paul , Kevin and Thette. and that was really fun. avatar was good. better then I thougth , i'm not into that typ of movie but it was a littlebit love in it so it was okey. I've been shopping presents , been with my sisters , helping mum alot with some fwe things. been baby-sitter , hm .. and some other things .
I've missing my friends but being back in school , i don't know . it's hard ..

12-01-10 & 13-01-10
Tuesday & wednesday.

boring days . haha

but it's time for tv now . See you later crocodiles ! Loui .

FREEZZZIIIIIING COLD!

The last couple of days has been realy cold. 14-21 degrees below zero.

We need to have tre extra shirts , underpants , a warm cosy down jacket and gloves. when you got all your clothes on you're redy to go outside.

I wish I were in Malaysia with all my family and friends. because it's so warm , but it's not just the weather that keeps me warm , It's all the love and heppines i get from everybody. And this year I feel like it will be diffrent , cause i have got to know some new people and made new friends . and i'm soooo happy about that ! , and i hope i start talking with them and not just to those guys i'm juse to talk with. even though I love to speak with them i feel that i have to learn to speak with others also . But I know it's hard . It's diffrent language , everything is diffrent , but i promes my self that i will try and do my best.

But it's time for me to go now. write more leter , Pee&Poo ! Loui .

Yeah I forgot , here's some pictures ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ..

ALLI HAD HER BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY ! . She's a teenager now. so big allready . we had a really yummie cake and she got nice presents and she had a really good birthday ! .
LOVE HER ! but i have to go , peace out! Loui .

<3

2010 ..

heeeluu guys ! . happy new year! .
It's a new year and maybe a new beginning on something. 2009 were a quite speciall year. but i hope 2010 are going to be better. This year i'm turning 18. and here in sweden it's a quite big deal. i'm going count as a adult. and take more responseble of my self and i can take driving licence , i can get mearried and do so much i couldn't do before . and I'm scared . beacuse I always had my parents around me but now it's going to be so much different. but i guess i'm going to be okey ..

the last couple of days , i haven't feel that good . my life right now is very toguh. so much is happining . good and less good things. but most less good things.. i hope it will be better soon .

but i have to help mum with something now . peace out! Loui .

Christmas .