Christmas .

24 december .

It's christmas , we had our dinner fwe minutes ago. and it was delicious. we had ham , sausage , meatballs , and alot of other yummie things . hm later maybe santa claus will come and visit us. and give us presents . but i don't know , we'll see . right now I'am sitting here waiting .. i don't realy know what but something it is. hah . ( pictures are on it's way . )
merry christmas everyone .. Love ! Loui ,

Almoust christmas .

i havn't write so much in a while now. cause i've havn't got any time. but heres some things i've done ; I've meet a boy . i've been on allis show . and it was sooo good , and alli was the cutest one . i've been prepering for christmas , and it's been snowing alot this few days now . don't have soo much to say . take care! Loui .

this few days .

i started talking with two guys , and i'm realy happy about that.
i realy like Paulie . i'm not in love but maybe i will fall in love with him. we'll see. i'll maybe meet him tomorrow.

i had my last test today . i feelt quite good. but i don't know.

this week has been good . I haven't talk with anny of my family in malaysia . and it's realy sad. but i've been doing alot of things latly . I MISS THEM!

but now it's time to go . hugs and kisses ! Loui .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ..

Goes to grandma . hope you have the greatest day eveaah ! and thanks for everything! . Love! Loui .

WEEEEESSTLLLIFFE!

OMG I'M LIKE SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! , WHEN I WERE LITTEL I LOVED WESTLIFE WITH ALL MY HEART, AND THIS WEEK I HEARD THEM ON THE RAIDO. AND NOW WHEN WE SAT AND WHATCHED SWIDISH IDOL . THEY PREFORMED DIFFTENT SONGS. AND IT REMIND ME ABOUT MY SELF AS A LITTLE KID RUNNING A ROUND LISTENING TO WESTLIFE. SO WHEN I SAW THEM ON THE SCREEN MY HEART STOPED AND I STARTED TO SING ALONG IN EVERY SONG. HAHA . PEACE OUT! LOUI .

almost a week.

i want to tell you guys so much things . things i like ,things i love ,things i hate, things i miss and things that happened. there's like so many things i want to say. I love my family and friends bough here in Sweden and in Malaysia. I haven't talked to my family in malaysia in a while now , it's been almost a week since i chat with some of them , i realy miss them a lot. gaga ! .

I telled you that i made two new friends and that i realy liked that . i thougth that they were younger then me but today i saw on a list that they were older. so i was like what? . haha but it dosen't matter . they're cool guys .

i'm sitting here listen to a swedish group called "Maskinen" they're my favorits right now. they got my LOVE , haha . my dad is calling me so i have to go . Pee&Poo! Loui .

Home .

I had a great time today . beeing with Thette, Madde, willieeyboi and Rickard. we sat in the soffa and just talked and laguh . it was really fun. now i'm at home and soon i'm going to whatch "criminal minds" . i love that serie . it's really awesome! . time to go . Sayonara! Loui .

At school .

hey guys. it's allready december now. I think it's quite sick. and it's soon christmas.
yesterday it's been five mounths i've been writeing in my blog. and i got more viewers and thats so much fun.

I'm sitting here at school doing nothing. i'm quite bored but i'm here with Thette and thats never bored so i guess thats okey.

yesterday i made two friends , paul and kevin. nice guys. i hope i see them again soon.

tonight i'm going to study. so nothing speciall are going to happened.

i'm going to meet willy and Rickard soon. so i'll write more later. peace out! Loui .

back to school .

I went back to school today. it was really fun to meet everyone again.
we didn't do anything speciall but we talked and had a great time .

i'm sitting here beside the computer writing and chating and listen to shame on me by alex says. hm , earlier i did some homeworks, i study flowers name in swedish and latin. it's quite hard but it's fun to learn.

hm. i haven't message with B in a while now. i miss him but i hope i'll message with him again soon. but i don't have anything els to write now so i guess i'm out! Loui.

I'm fine.

Last time i write i diden't have any happy feelings. I were very sad and so angry. I'm sorry for writing about it and everything . but it feelt good to share it with you. I realized that I got people who loves and care about me. And i'm realy happy about that.
I wanted to thank everyone who care about me and wanted to tell you guys that I Love you.

I message with B today. he always make my happy and he always put a smile on my lips.
I realy .. never mind . And i chat with Jay . witch I think is one of the best . Love thoes guys .
But have to get ready for sleep now.
see you later crocodiles! Loui .

I wan't to ...

Commit suicide. This past days or weeks has been like hell. I can not describe my feelings right now. I've got so much going on in my life it's really complicated . I need Love , someone to talk with. about everything. like family and friends. I love my family but right now i just wanna hit them hard. And my friends they just act weird around me. I don't know were to go. I want someone to notic me, i want people to see me. It's hard . and quite sad . I HATE MY SELF!
No Love ! Loui .

Three days left.

My time in the little flower shop are soon over. it's quite sad but i'm happy to go back to school. this four weeks i've been in the shop. i've lerned so much. And it's so much fun .
On monday i'll be back at school and will meet all of my friends. don't have that much to say so i guess i'm out! Loui .

Thettes Place .

I had the greatest time ever! Me , Paco and Thette eat the yummmiest food , we laugh a lot . and watch some movies. We were out on a walk and bought some candy and buns and other yummi stuff. we got to sleep at 02.13. so i'm quite tired now . but i'm home and going to eat soon . we didn't take any pictures beacus my phone didn't got any batterys.

I haven't talk to my loved ones in malaysia. it was a couple of days ago. I miss them, sooo much! . but got to eat . Peace out ! Loui .

No Brace .

Hm . i were at the dentist today, i thougt I get my brace today but i have to wait untill febuary or march. so i have to wait . hm .
today my friend Willieeyboi came and visit me at the little flower shop i'm working in. with his friend Rickard. he's like suuuper cute . but i don't know . maybe he's something fore me and maybe not. I'll wait and see.

Tomorrow i'm going to Thette's place and sleeping there with her and Paco . It's going to be sooooo much fun , I'll tke pictures and show you guys later.

time to do dishes, gaahh , Pee&Poo! Loui .

Aku Ira Buus ?

it's time to go to bed now . Sweet dreams! Loui

My christmas wish list

It's now five weeks left to christmas. And yesterday i started to write my wish list. everything i want I just write down and then later give it to mum. I finished my list right now. I've got 20 things on my list. quite sick. but it's true. hhah. here's some things on my list : ,

2 swedish books
some clothes
a tie bow
singing lessons
gift cards
love

and some few other things.
I've start texting with H or i know someof my other friends call him B . so i don't know what to say. hah . I love to "talk" to him. he's like to cute. <3 .
But it's time for me to get ready for tomorrow . Sayonara ! Loui

HAPPY!

oh today i'm like very happy! and thats good. I'v been waiting for a message from a very special person for about 3 weeks now . and this morning i got it . there's no word that can describe how i feelt when i read the message . I hope we start talking soon .
but now i have to go . Peace out! Loui .

One week .

Next friday something is going to happen. I'm going to get brace. I'm excited but very nervous. some people i've talked with have said that it's realy painful . and that scares me. because i'm quite weak. haha. but i hope i'll be okey .

today it's friday 13th. Nothing special has happend today. but yesterday I were quite clumsy. first i falled down from the stairs, then when i came to work i mached my hand so my left hand is quite blue. haha . and later i almost broke my finger. so i don't feel that good. but i'm always okey .

Aileen's friend are sleeping here tonight. Linnea she's so cute! .

but it's time for me to go , see you later crocodiles! Loui .

New clothes .

I this weekend me and my mum were shopping . I bougth two longarmedshirts one white and one gray 200kr , a cardigan in gray 299kr , and a greenblue and white shirt 149kr. so i spent 648kr . (about 234 ringit) . I love my new clothes.

enjoy my pictures . Peace out ! Loui .

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!

Love you dad! Loui .

baby-sitter.

Leo and Jonathan are chanceing clothes now. soon they're going to sleep. but first i'm going to read i goodnight story for them. then after that i'm going to read and write a littelbit befor i'm also going to sleep. and i'll promised Tobias to play some card with him later.

I came here at 16.40. and we talked and played some games. then at 18.15 we started makeing dinner. then we watched a movie . Wall:e . I loved that movie. so cute. and all the boys liked it to. Tobias are a sweet little angel but the other two are small devils . No but they were tough, they hit each other and scream at each other . but it went vell.

but know i'm going to brush my teeths, peace out! Loui .

Amalyllis .

Amaryllis , chrismas spirits. Peace out! Loui

my friday .

This week has been crazy fun! . i've been haveing a great time at the flowershop where I have my practice. I've been doing littlebit of everything.

Today my loved one were here and ate dinner. and me and Therese and Erica talked and had a great time !. LOVE ! .

it's quite late now. i'm a littlebit tired but i'm okey. I'm sitting here and thinking about everything. i wonder how Tobias feel? . and how everyone in Malaysia feels?. if we're going to Malaysia next year?. and i'm thinking about love, what is love? . gaaaah !. need to sleep . sweet dreams ! Loui .

My plans .

Friday : dinner with family . My cousin Peter and his wife Maria and thier two daugthers Therese and Erica plus Maggie and family are comming to our house.

Saturday: baby-sitter at 16 . and i'm going to sleep there . so thats nice. It's my godmothers kids. Tobias , Leo and Jonathan.

Sunday : shoping whit mum! . I need a cardigan, new jeans and a sweater. hm , a winter jacket and some shoes. but that have to wait. haha

thats my weekend. and now it's time for me to go to my nice and comfortable bed. Sweet dreams ! . Loui .

Yesterdays work .

yesterday were great. It was my second day at the flowershop. I did a bouquet in orange and red. Then after that I did a table arrangement in purple, yellow and pink . I think it was quite ugly but we sold it so i'm happy. I started on some big dekorations for funarals . with cypress and some other leaves. it was fun and i got good kompliments about my work. so I'm happy. I also did a little plantation in a bowl and it looked really good. that was yesterday .
I wonder what I'm going to do today. I start at ten so i'm leaveing home at 09.15. so i have to get ready to leave.
see you later crocodiles! Loui .

4 months .

I started this blog 4 monts ago. I been written happy things, sad things, good things and bad things. I've been written from my heart . I love to write and to share the most things with you.

but let me tell you about my day. Today it was my first day practice. it was fun but we didn't do much. I decorate wreath . and unpack some porcelain. I hope we got much more to do tomorrow. but i don't know.

Right now i'm sitting here listen to some music and I'm thinking about some few things. especially boys . I both hate them and love them. they're crazy! . hah a . but it's CSI NY now . Pee&Poo! Loui .

november .

It's allready november. It's quite sick cause the time gose so fast.
my morning started at 8 . a went to work at 11 and and started work at 12 and fineshed at 17.
I had a hard time concentrate but I just did my thing and then went home. talked to Jay . He's my favorit right now. cause he's so nice to me. he's a really good listener and I love to talk to him. right now we talking about a special person , a person I like and jay helps me to get closer to him. bough me and jay know him . and it's nice to know that I can talk about all most everyting with him. He's a few year older then me so i gess he understands me. He's like a big brother. Thanks Jay , for being there for me. but it's time to go now, it's movie time. "the devil wears prada". Sayonara! Loui .

Candles .

I light some candles this evning. for everyone I Loved who past away. It's sad to think about it . but I give this moment to them. To close relatives and friends. to them I knew and to them I didn't had a chance to get to know. It doesen't matter who you were. You got a place in my heart anyway. So I light a candel to them I Loved and to them who Loved me. If you Love someone special or If you know someone special Loves you , Take care of that specialone , cause It's maybe the last time you'll get the chance to be with that special person. whit all my heart! Loui .

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

Here and there .

This morning a wake up at ten something. put my clothes on. and ate some brakfast. Laugh togerher with Paco. At 12 a clock we went to centralstation and said goodbye to Paco , "/ . After we said bye we went to my boss and we talked and I got my salary. 4040kr (it's about 2020 ringit) then me and Alicia went to the place I'm going to start practice in. Just to say hello and give then some papers and everything. after that we went to some shops near our home. after a while we went back home. donig nothing. eh . i've been chating with some of my cousins and friends in malaysia. They're awesome, I love them ! . I really do. Pee&Poo! . Loui .

Paco is in the house!

Hello you crazzzzy people! . It's been a really awesome day! . first we met Paco in centralstation. then we went to a place called PONG and ate some lunch. then after that we walked around in different shops and looked at clothes and other stuffs. Then at 13.30 we went and pick the tickets to Fame. and at 15.10 . the movie started and it was indescribable awesomest! . so gooood! . at 17.00 we went home and we watched an anime movie , Howl's moving castel. also a very good movie . and we ate some dinner of course. and now Paco and my two sisters are watching an other anime movie, My neighbor Totoro. I should go watch it with them , I'll write more tomorrow. so now i'm out! Loui .

heart

Wedesday .

Started with landery at 7.00 pm. Continue wiht a day in front of the computer. I chated with Jerod this morning. it was fun to talk with him , it's been a while. he send some videoclip of me this sommer. hah a. and a picture. Hm , I've been thinking about old times. like when I were a little girl , And I watched some pictures and listen to some old music . hhah a. I'll show you guys some pictures of me and my sisters when we were little soon . hah .

Tomorrw it's the big day! PACO is coming ! can't wait ! . See you later Crocodiles! Loui .

Autumn holiday .

as the titel says . it's now autumn holiday here in Sweden. it's really fun. so i don't have school in a week now and the week after that my practice starts so i'm not going to school for about five weeks. and that sucks. haha . but it's a part of my education so i gess it's okey. haha .

But back to my holiday week. this is my plans for this week .
Monday - Do something fun with dad! .
Thusday - Home alone with Aileen.
Wednesday - Laundry , then a lazy day with Alli and Aileen.
Thursday - Mum are taking me and my sisters plus my lovely friend Paco to the cinema to watch Fame. and after that were going to eat some lunch together. And Paco are going to sleep at or house and we're going to have a anime maraton later that day. It's going to be a great great great thursday! . haha .
Friday - we're going to my practice place to give my supervisor some papers and stuff.
At the weekend i don't have any plans maybe i'm going to work a littlebit. I'll see.

I'll write more about my week everyday so Peace out! Loui .

Me 5 years old, hahh. Peace out! . Loui .

Three days .

Friday - house-warming party . Maggie and Niklas had their house-warming party. It started at 19.00 but i were allready there at 14.30. beacuse Maggie needed help with Rajang. So i helped her with him , we had a great time. when I reached them. me and little rajang went to a little park and played. so much fun. then at 18 . mum came and help Maggie wiht the food. and then at 19. everyone els came. we eat good food and had a great time. at 12 a clock we went home and i was so tired. first school and then rajang and then dinner. but I had a great time.

Saturday - Mum and her friend . Mum had her friend over for lunch. we haven't meet her in years. It was really fun to se her again. her son follow and he were fun.

Sunday - My lazy day . I haven't done annything today. just sitting by the computer and taking it easy.

Doesen't have anything els to tell. Sayonara! Loui .

Test and results.

Hello . Today we did our third botany test. I didn't practist allot this time but feelt good . and we got our secound botany test result today ..and gess what, I got 12/12 and 13/14. so i got A++! I'm really happy. beacuse it didn't feelt good when we writed the test but i went good , and i'm verry happy! . i just whanted to share with you guys. Sayonara! happy Loui .

Orchids .

We were at the orchid house today. it was really fun and all the orchid were beautiful. Hope you enjoyed all the pictuers. Peace out ! Loui .

erik hassel .

I love you

I love you

I made you

I hate you

I hate you

I miss you

I miss you .

My weekend .

Saturday . nothing special heppend. I were at home doing some homeworks and just taking it esay as always . haha . Sunday . we went out to the forest. it was really could but we had a great time. find som chanterelles . both yellow ones and brownyellow ones. fun fun.
have nothing special to say so i'm out! Loui .

Nice Day .

It's saturday. and absolutly nothing have happened today. taking it esay. I've been singing alot today. listen to Frendly fires and been with Aileen. And just had a nice day! Kiss! Loui .

MY NEW FAVORITES!

FRIENDLY FIRES .

Sayonara! Loui

Butterflies please fly away !

i don't know why i got butterflies in my tummy, but i do . It feels so strange and I just want it to quit . My mum thinks it's maybe all of the boys I think about, and that something soon is maybe going to happened. And now i'm nervous about that . i don't know but maybe. Dad just think i'm nervous and maybe I am, but why?

I talked with Tobias yester day and his so cute. I didn't thik he wanted to talk with me but i gess he does . haha. boys they're so complicated. but I still love them , some of them. hahha . peace out! Loui .

Good-looking Guy !

I flirted with a soo FOXXXYY guy to day !. OMG ! and he talked with me. But I were to shy to ask him for his numbur . and now I'm regreting that I didn't ask . GAAHH! . Don't know what to do, I gezz I just have to forget him , "/ . I hope he still remembers me . haha . Peace out! Loui .

Calendar ,

I been writeing in my calendar for the past 40 minutes. Becaus i need to remember things.
here is some few things I write .
14th - Going to Skansen ( zoo ) . 15th - I got no sport or botany class, And i have to study botany. 19th - day off from school , meet alli in city center. 22 - botany test 3. And week 44 it's authumnbreak . So it's some stuff I have to do . but now it's time to go . Hugs ! . Loui .

good night .

Good night guys . hope you sleep well . Loui .

just another monday .

woke up at 9 . ate my breakefast . change clothes . comb my hair . turnd on the computer and sat there untill it was time to go to school . eleven a clock . met Thette . and had a good time with here . walked to school . were in school . stoped school . went to Maggie and family . went back home . ate dinner . turend on the computer . lisened to some music . and now i'm out! . Loui .

Yumy buns! .

The dough .

Before .

Alli who prepareing the buns.

And finally they're ready! YUM!

I LOVE BUNS! , Peace out! Loui .